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4月14日 My life is brilliant最近迷上了两件事情。跑步。弹吉他。 跑步。当然，这是我的职业技能之一，为了对得起那几千块的纳税人的心血，我有必要让自己辛苦一些。天气不是很配合，上个星期还好，这个星期竟然有30多度，听说全国只有两个地方是30°+。海南，西安。跑道400米，10圈，下午4：30分，阳光很充足。汗流过的地方，被阳光照射过后，有一种刺痛的感觉。被香烟滋润过的肺，品尝到了窒息的味道。开始很慢，现在依然很慢，不敢跑内道，怕挡别人的路。阳光穿过眼皮，看到了一片血红。但是，我体会到了一种重生的感觉。那个时侯，什么都没有想，没有力气去想。 弹吉他。上小学前拉过几年小提琴，时代久远，现在五线谱都不认识。大四的时候，因为无聊开始接触吉他。纯粹是因为无聊。现在，对于这个东西，竟然开始有些痴迷。一弹就是3、4个小时。直到皮破了，手肿了，心烦了。每当听到一首好听的歌，总用一种欲望把它弹下来。感觉只有这样，我才能拥有这些旋律。那天喝醉了，回到宿舍，把会弹得的歌弹了一遍，唱了一遍，我竟然有种被自己感动的要哭的冲动。 一种是身体上的宣泄，一种是心灵上的释放。如果我还有心灵的话。 4月10日 I Think有时候，记忆是一种神奇的东西，当你以为自己快要忘记的时候，突然间看到了一件东西，于是，关于这件东西的回忆就像是演电影一样出现在了你的眼前。栩栩如生。如果这段记忆是美好的，也许你会笑。即使关于这种美好已经消逝已久。如果这种记忆是痛苦的，可你发现，由于某种奇妙的情愫使你将这种痛苦也变成了美好，那么，她，将会是你永远不会忘记的。相信随着时间的漫漫流逝，这种美好会变的像美酒一样，愈发醇香。你以为你忘记了，其实她飘香依旧。 突然很想活在一艘船上，从出生，到死亡，就像1900一样，生命简单的就像是一个音符，永远跳不出那八十八个键盘。所有的欢乐就像是树上的苹果一样，伸手就可以摘到。我永远都只是我，人生只有一种角色。没有思念。 我想，我在思念。 4月8日 FaceMy life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, flying high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you. 4月4日 once Are you really here or am I dreaming? I can't tell dream from truth For it's been so long Since I have seen you I can hardly remember your face anymore When I get pretty lonely And the distance causes only I think of you smiling With pride in your eyes Lover that sighs If you want me Satisfy me If you want me Satisfy me Are you really sure that you believe me When others say I lie? I wonder if you could ever despise me When you know I really tried To be a better one To satisfy you For you're everything to me And I'll do what you ask me If you let me be free If you want me Satisfy me If you want me Satisfy me If you want me Satisfy me If you want me Satisfy me 头痛我到底做错了什么
我为什么会变成这样
我已经不知道从哪里开始
已经没有用了
即使可以从头再来
即使我已经知道了该怎么做
只是我已经浪费了太多时间
唉
该死的
自从我诞生在这个丑陋而又美丽的世界之后
已经浪费了太多的时间
——to be final
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